Monday, April 12, 2010

It's All About Time

Spring Break. Ahhhh... What is that sigh about? It is an emptiness, a sudden silence. It is the temporary end to the stress of interesting kids, curious parents, schedules, lesson plans, and thoughts about plans for next year. It is being "home." It is time. Time to think. Time to do whatever comes into your mind. The rhythm of middle school has a very quick beat. 52 minute periods with 5 minutes in between. It is controlled by bells. There is no end to them. Day after day, week after week. Hurry and teach. Hurry and correct these papers and input the grades. Hurry and take care of these special ed forms, and student awards and attendance reports. There is no time to reflect and just sit back and enjoy your love of the kids and the job. It is always on to the next thing. The next unit, the next quarter, state testing, scheduling for next year. There is no end until it ends. But spring break is that tiny little moment to breathe again. The rhythm of "home" is slow and methodical. It is what do I need to do today, followed by what do I want to do today. It is time for lunch with friends and spur of the moment cups of coffee. It is the awareness of time passing but knowing that the exact time it is doesn't matter. There are no bells and if it doesn't get done today then maybe it will tomorrow or may it just isn't that important. I am loving this time and all the possibility it holds.

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